Monday, 1 July 2013

And I'm still behind

The bad news is I'm still behind on work and postage, but the good news is my other jobs hours have increased. Which sucks for my Nightwish work but great for the bank and wedding plans.
I'm struggling for time, if I'm not at work I'm caring for my son. If I'm not caring for him I'm most likely helping my mother (doing really well after her operation but long road). I then come home and look at the list of work I've got to do for the fan club or the forums and think "I've got an hour before bed.. jees"
I do have 4 days off work coming up whilst Mam and Dad are away, so that should help me catch up everything.
Seriously though.. how did I used to do this? I worked full time when TH first went official and I was rebuilding and re-branding everything. When the hell did I have the time? For the life of me I have no clue!! I want to go back in time and ask my past self how the hell I did it because I need that help now.

I'm gutted today after my first "weigh in". I started really hard last Monday with healthy diet and exercise. Some days I could barely walk because of the exercise I did the day before. But despite pushing myself, I've only lost 1.5lbs. I have about 8 weeks to get down to my goal weight which is another 14lbs loss.
Yes I know the healthy way is about 2lbs a week and I'm fine with that, just when you put so much effort in, I expected a bit more show of results on the first week.

At least 90% of all the wedding things are done (except paying for it). Even had a laugh with Floor on skype the other night with wedding shoes. She thinks mine are fab but also thinks I'm insane having that heel size.
Just the little bits to buy now like Ethan's shoes and bridesmaid gifts etc, but the big stuff is sorted. Have a meeting on Friday to go through everything and taste and pick our menu. Get a free night stay that Friday too as a nice bonus.

Sadly however, London in August is definitely not happening, I just can't afford it. Which is a royal pain as it would of been useful to be down there but can't be helped.